I get that being humiliated is a big turn on for you, but as long as you are both into it, there's nothing degrading about it at all. Giving that kind of pleasure is something to be proud of.
This is SO beautiful! I'm a life-long BBC Worshiper who realized at like age 20 that Black men were Sexually Superior to me, & while I've been eating Black men's cum for ages, only in the last few years did I become a Full Service Sissy by eating their assholes at my cruisy local park. Doing so in front of various wankers drives the white guys wild, as I LOVE to debase & degrade & humiliate myself by acknowledging our White Sexual Inferiority in the most demeaning way possible.